Well its official

We know when he is leaving, and lets just say its too close for comfort.

I have been going through a lot of different emotions. I find myself VERY emotional in the morning and laying down for bed. It is because those are the two times that I get to talk to him. Everyday on my way into work I give him a call to say good morning and tell him I love him. After hanging up the phone today, I burst into tears because I am not going to get many more of those phone calls and that hurts.

I am so happy that I have work. Once I got in, there was so much to get done that I didn't have time to dwell on the negative.

I can tell that he is going through his own sadness as well. He has become so distant because he feels that he needs to get use to it. I told him today that this is NOT the time to be distant. We only have a few more days to be as close as we are gunna get for teh next seven months.

Well its safe to say that this week will have its up and definate downs but I know everything will be okay and I'll be in California in seven months waiting to be in his arms again.

Stay strong and be safe Kyle Matthew <3 I love you.