I have hit a block in this wedding planning and have realized that I have NO IDEA what kind of wedding I want. One day I want to just go to the bahamas and get married, the next its a laid back wedding with a clam bake and this morning it was a formal wedding by the river. I just dont know and i wish i did. It would make my life so much easier!
Even though there are so many things that i dont know. There are some things that i do know!
I know that no matter what kind of wedding I have, I am still going to be married to my one and only at the end of that day.
I know that everything will fall into place.
I know what I want my bridesmaids/ groomsmen to look like
I know that my future husband will be looking absolutely stunning at the end of the aisle.
I know that once those doors to the church open I am going to start crying.
I know the songs that will be played
I know who (for the most part) will be invited
I know what church
I know that we have our photographer already.
I guess even though I am stressed about about a reception venue, I am on the right track. I have a good amount of time before I REALLLLLLY need to stress out.
Besides this wedding, everything has been going okay. Can't remember the last time I wrote but Kyle has left and is safe and sound in his destination. Have gotten a couple of calls which I will treasure until the next call. I know that he can't be here physically but I know he is always with me. Right before he left he told me " if you miss me, look at your left ring finger and know that that ring holds all of heart, soul and love for you. I will be with you everyday". Needless to say, when I miss him, I look at that ring and know that I can't wait for the rest of my life to start.
so tell him to hurry home so we can get married!
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