The countdown is ON!!

This deployment is slowly coming to an end! I never really thought that I would keep myself busy for the last 5 months but some how I have! Feels so unreal that in just X amount of weeks I will finally be able to be with him again.

I have had some great family and friends help me through and i owe them my life! I dont know what i would have done without them.

Wedding update: I bought my WEDDING DRESS!!!! ahhh just thinking about it makes me want to go to the store and wear it! By the time the dress is done, it will be completely one of a kind. I have having it custom made to fit (cause my body is WEIRDLY shaped) and then after all the alterations it is going to be a completely different dress! I cant wait for him to see it..

Just 8 more months or 255 days until I have Mrs. Kendall <3

yayyy!

We are just around the half way mark! and in that first half has been some crazy changes.

We first, Kyle told me that he no longer wants to stay with HMLA- 267 and wanted to follow is dream of MARSOC. It took alot of talking over but he is going through with it. All the big shots signed off on it and he has been accepted to A&S screening in April.

And I scared shitless. I just think of him never being around and the worst thing possible happening- losing him forever. But the good news is that we will now be in NC after the wedding which means ill be abouit 45 mins from my sisters and a 12 hour drive home!

Trying to see the bright side of things for a change... we will see how long it lasts!

i wish everyone is required to take social work in school.. that way they learn to not always think of themselves..

and i wish i enjoyed my friends company at home... is it time to move yet?