I don't know why or how but someone from my past keeps haunting me this week and its BOTHERING THE HELL OUT OF ME.
I just find it crazy that someone can be such a big part of your life and be your bestfriend and then disappear. Not that I haven't made the effort in the last fucking 4 years to fix things! It is just so aggravating.
I can't even get a "congrats. I'm so happy for you". NOTHING. When this was someone that I shared everything with. That I would and still would do anything for- even after ALL the shit they put me through.
I just don't understand.
I want to get in touch with them and say something but then I would be opening a whole can of worms and its not worth it. So I guess I will just continue on with my life and wonder where down the road did I lose a friend?
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