I haven't written in a while because it is offically pre deployment leave and I would much rather be with him than be typing on the computer! But tonight I am at home alone because I have to work in the morning BOO! It has been so great to have him home. Its bitter sweet. I am soooo happy to have him home and be in his arms and joke around but when i'm alone I feel this knife in my stomach and tears in my eyes because I know whats coming.
In about a week, I will say my longest see you soon before he returns to california and then eventally overseas. I don't even think I can fully describe all of the feelings that are in my stomach at this moment. I am soo happy to be with him but i'm soo sad and scared and nervous too. BLAH! It's so weird.
Anyways, Just a short update because the longer ones will start to come soon. Thanks for listening =)
Everything is going to be okay...I am here for you! <3
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