i wish everyone is required to take social work in school.. that way they learn to not always think of themselves..

and i wish i enjoyed my friends company at home... is it time to move yet?

I WANT...

I want this deployment to be over
I want to relive the beginning of our relationship
I want to actually feel like im in a relationship..


I feel so alone. I wait on the computer everynight after work to talk to Kyle. We talk for a little and then i'm all alone until the next day. I don't even feel like i'm in a relationship anymore none the less ENGAGED. Maybe its asking alot but a few cute comments while we talk wouldn't hurt... or the letter I was promised... or the emailed I was also promised.

Or anything that makes me feel like he still cares...


On the other hand,

The wedding planning is going great. The church, venue, caterer, DJ and photographer are all booked. Went to the hotel today to block off rooms but the lady wasnt working so i'll be getting in touch with her this week. Next on my list is to start looking for a dress! Veryyyy exciteddd!!

341 days til the wedding!